is it normal to feel so empty?
It’s bizarre when you have periods in which your life is so hectic and busy. Because once you get a break, you realize beforehand time was an abundance and now it seems like a limited luxury.
If you do not respect the military at all, please drop whatever relationship you had with me right now. Because when you are befouling the name of our armed forces and our nation, you are doing the same to me. Then when you make an allegiance to another nation for your stupid “oppa” and bad mouth America, a mother, father, brother, sister, uncle, aunt, and so forth are DYING for you to continue being AN UNGRATEFUL INCONSIDERATE BRAT. Our military is far from perfect, I understand, but you have absolutely no right to say such things about us. Unless you were in combat or had to live the true military lifestyle, YOU HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO RIGHT TO JUDGE. Us “military brats” along with our parents have to suffer in our own ways as well. And we do not appreciating you all besmirching our names.
TMI: 120320
At work today I saw two classmates, Tanner, my friend, then Jay Park. Tanner waved and did the whole “OMG DEVON YOU DIDN’T TELL ME YOU WORKED HERE <3” thing and it was pretty cute. Jay on the other-hand, I snook a few glances to make sure it was him and even arranged so I won’t have to serve he and his mother. He saw me on my last peak and did an awkward peace sign wave. Head down, I rushed back to the back while my boss delivered his order. One day we will be friends! Honestly I think he hates me. Our mutral friend is always trying to “sell” him to me during Spanish, and when ever I try to talk to him, he is so quiet. But in retrospect you can’t get him to shut up; he’s beyond extroverted, and I’m the introvert trying to initiate conversation. No matter how many common friends we have, he refuses to speak to me unless necessary. I am beyond curious to know what did I do to him to cause such a repellent relationship with him. As if we were the same side of a magnet, really. Tomorrow I am going to confront him about this. Pushy, I know, but I hate not understanding things. Plus, what’s the worse thing that will happen? He won’t talk to me? Haha he barely even does that. Is this pathetic?
I’m sorry. I really am. I’m just not good at staying close to people. Sorry.
Being an introvert has its benefits.
